We have had a rough start to our venture in Florida. But finally some good news. We are homeowners free n clear :) its a fixer upper but I can’t wait to make it mine. This is exactly what we needed. I’m so happy

If only things would work out the way I want them to for once. I moved away to get away from the pain that people cause. I start my new job and my car gets wrecked. Seriously??? Wtf!

Tommorow I have a day off and I am so ready. I plan on doing something fun with my family. I love them so much and I just haven’t given them the attention they deserve cause I been busy with training. So hopefully we can do something :).

My sister announced she’s having a baby. This makes me sad since she had a miscariage way back when. She says she’s changing her life so hopefully. I am done for now however. If it happens it happens. But I’m content with my two angels now. Its hard to believe my princess is going to be three. Wow. She loves it here, she gets to meet princesses and Mickey! Lol.

Me and Dave are doing good. The crash made him step things up a bit cause he said he said he doesn’t ever want to lose me. I hope it lasts but we will see right.

life always surprises me. I am happy for most part but sometimes my emotions get the best of me. I don’t have a self esteem issue anymore cause the cause of that was eliminated. My feelings got hurt way too much and I wish I was better at dealing with it. But that’s me and can not change it 

Time goes by since I left Pa and there was alot of unresolved things but for the most part in okay with it. Going back in July is going to b hard only cause I feel like the ppl who I thought cared about me would b there when I returned. But it’s sad to say most talk to me none since I left. But it’s cause of me. I’m not a great person hell I don’t deserve shit. I keep to myself mostly. I feel if I do then noone can be disappointed or mad with me. My life is full of regrets and I can’t change my past. That’s why I felt that this major change was needed. Selfish? Yeah maybe. I wanted a new start, where nobody knew me. I didn’t want to walk around work feeling like ppl hated me cause of things they read online that wasn’t all true.

But things were the way they were. The month before I moved I cried myself to sleep. One, cause I didn’t have my best friend anymore and my phone was always silent. Its hard going from seeing someone every day to that person hating ur guts. But now I got a friendship back n she is the only one that does talk to me. Go figure. :)

I love my kids and my family. Wish I could just love me

Introduction:

My name is Felicia. I am 23 years young. I live in sunny Florida! I work for
Disney in custodial. I love my job! I am married to Dave for going on 5 years.
have two children Daytona and parker. I have a few friends but I’m finding out who my real ones are

5. One wish/ one thing I would change

wish: I wish money was not needed for everything. Life would b much easier.

One change I’d make: I would go back and live life a little more. I don’t regret my children but I wish I would have been a kid a little longer. I would have waited to settle down. But I live for the future now

4. 2 memories

1. The days my babies were born. Parker n Daytona made me feel true love.

2. Meeting my husband. He has given me two of the best things in the world! The problems we’ve had just made us stronger! I love him

3. Three favorite movies

1. The breakfast club
2. Footloose
3 death race

2. 4 favorite songs

1. Bob that head: rascal flatts
2. Blow: kesha
3. Footloose: Blake Shelton
4.kiss me thru the phone

Today

Today is the third day my ear has been fucked up, ugh. But it’s also my last day off til next Thursday. I also got a call bout a apartment available July 1st. 650 a month all utilities included n no security deposit. Its on Disney property and 5 mins from my resort! Yay. I’ll save money on tolls n gas!!!

We are suppose to be getting some major storms again today. And all week. For my job I’ll b outside rain or shine soo looks like a fun week lol. :)

My husband has been acting so sweet the past week. He’s been cuddling, complimenting, and overall being a good hubby. Moving down here has made alot of things better. I don’t have to b jealous anymore least for now cause he don’t know anyone. We are working on our problem areas. And I love him for trying!!

my next day off in thinking a beach trip with my family! I love that we only have to go so far to b on a mini vacation! Living down here is a vacation everyday. Shit I work at a top vacation site! I found out that I can use the spa at my resort for 20$ a hr! Hello massages:)

I miss my family. My daddy started a new job that is less strain on his back so I am so happy for him!!

I miss my friends. Nicole texted me yesterday saying I don’t text like I used to. Well I can’t have my phone at work, no pockets in my uniform only at breaks. I text when I can. Doesn’t mean I don’t care.

Life is pretty amazing right now n can only get better. We are planning our wedding for next year! So siked! Yay. More to come on that

These two r the most important ppl to me! :)